The Life of Kye

My last log was in December 2021. Ang dami nang nangyari. (A lot has happened.) Part of me wants to write religiously. But knowing I can't even stick to developing an exercise or a skincare routine makes this goal close to impossible. Here I am gathering my thoughts again while facing the screen, trying to recall the past events since 2022 started.

Better look silly and healthy than decent but ill. Wow, this getup did give me a lot of false hope. *dry coughs*

I liked being her friend. I never saw her frown. She always smiles at me. She always says the nicest things. She is such an encouragement. Her laugh is contagious. She is industrious and dedicated. She is deeply concerned with my welfare. I admired a man who was almost always cheerful, bright and positive. He always has that glow in his face that seems to be coming from the inside. He walks like he has springs on his feet. He sings most enthusiastically. He speaks loud and proud. He is a motivator. He is fun to be with. He could do no wrong to anyone. I used to dream of becoming like her. She is smart and feisty. She is never afraid to speak her mind. She is honest to the point of being vulnerable. She is not a stereotype. I respected and followed a man who was the perfect leader. He is proud when he needs to be. He is a principled man. He sacrifices for the cause he believes in. He is charismatic. He is witty and funny ...