The Life of Kye

Better look silly and healthy than decent but ill. Wow, this getup did give me a lot of false hope. *dry coughs*

It should be normal to feel anxious while pregnant. There are serious risks especially in the first trimester. I should know. We lost our first baby last year.  { The Firstborn that Wasn't Meant to Be }   I know how the statistics are and I'm not 100% healthy to begin with.  When my husband and found out I was pregnant again, we were not as excited as we were the first time. There's a bit of excitement coupled with a lot of fear. What if it's blighted again? What if I miscarry? We even had a discussion whether to announce the pregnancy or not. Our previous loss somehow robbed us of the joy we're supposed to have. We nicknamed him/her Jellybean.